Showing posts with label god. Show all posts
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Friday, September 25, 2009

so that the priests.... 3 in het Nederlands vanaf nu

“Abraham liep daarna namelijk met de engelen en God mee,” leg ik aan hem uit. “Ik denk dat dit op deze wijze letterlijk genomen moet worden omdat de andere twee doorlopen naar Sodom(19:1) en God blijft met Abraham staan (vers 22). Daarna ging de Heer weg (vers 33). Voor mij lijkt dit sterk op een fysieke aanwezigheid,” is mijn mening. “Zoals jij het zegt lijkt mij juist wat je hier beweert,” is de reactie van Henry, “maar ik begrijp niet hoe je dan het probleem oplossen kan dat God geest (Johannes 4:24) is en geen mens (Hosea 10:9)?” Ik was nog niet klaar met het uitwerken van de fysieke aanwezigheid die God soms laat zien. Ik wilde dit eerst behandelen voordat ik verder ging met de natuur van God die niet fysiek is.

“Voordat ik aan de Geest van God toekom wilde ik graag nog enkele passages behandelen waar God in een fysieke gedaante tot een mens komt. In Genesis 32 vers 24 tot 32 wordt de worsteling van Jakob met God beschreven. In Hosea 12 vers 3 tot en met 6 wordt overigens ook gesproken van een engel: 'In de buik lichtte hij zijn broer de hiel,- man geworden heeft hij gevochten met God. Hij vocht met een engel en kon hem aan, wenend smeekte hij hem om genade; in Bet El vond hij hem, en dáár heeft hij met ons gesproken. De Ene, God de Omschaarde,- als Ene is hij te gedenken.'
Nadat de man die met Jakob vecht niet van Jakob blijkt te kunnen winnen wil hij gaan. Maar Jakob weigert hem te laten gaan tenzij hij hem zegent. Nadat de man om Jakobs naam gevraagd heeft en Jakob geantwoord heeft zegt hij het volgende in vers 29: Hij zegt:
'niet 'Jakob',- hij licht de hiel, zal nog worden gezegd als je naam, maar 'Israël',- vechter met God!- want gevochten héb je, met God en met mensen en je hebt overmocht!'
Jakob heeft met God gevochten, hij is echter niet gestorven. Sterker nog, hij heeft gewonnen! In Genesis 35 vers 9 tot en met 15 verschijnt God opnieuw aan Jakob. Hier noemt hij zijn naam: God de Almachtige (vers 11). God de Almachtige zijn we al eens tegengekomen en wel in Genesis 17 vers 1 en 2. Dit is de God van Abraham, Isaac en Jakob. Deze God wordt ook de Eeuwige God genoemd (Genesis 21:33, Exodus 3:15). Deze God kwam in een aanschouwbare gedaante bij Abraham en Jakob en at in Genesis 18. Hier smeekt hij, dat kan slechts God of de engel zijn, Jakob om genade. Het lijkt mij namelijk duidelijk dat het niet Jakob was die om genade smeekte want Jakob vocht en hij bleek de sterkste te zijn. In vers 27 is het ook degene die met Jakob vecht die vraagt om losgelaten te worden, het wordt namelijk ochtend.” Henry moet even nadenken. “Met wie vocht Jakob dan? De engel, God of allebei?” Zelf meen ik dat dit God geweest is, maar dat engel en God hetzelfde is. “In ieder geval met God,” leg ik uit. “Er staat namelijk dat Jakob met God worstelde. Hoe het dan met de engel zit verdient aandacht maar kan nog even wachten.” Henry vraagt mij om verder te gaan met mijn uitleg.

“Het gebeurt vaker dat God zich de titel almachtige en eeuwige geeft. In Exodus 3 en 4 kondigt God zich namelijk ook aan met de titel God van Abraham, Isaac en Jacob. Mozes, aan wie God zich aankondigt, kon God echter niet zien.” Henry meent dit ook al. “Er is maar een God. Je hebt nu dus een probleem met je theorie.” “Ik wilde graag even naar Exodus 15 vers 23 tot 26 kijken. '-Hij schreeuwt tot de Ene; de Ene wijst hem een stuk hout aan,- hij werpt dat in het water en zóet worden de wateren.-' Het zou kunnen dat dit op een hele vage en geestrijke manier gebeurt is. Daar heb ik zelf mijn twijfels bij.” “Maar het is wel mogelijk,” aldus Henry. “Ik kan je interpretatie wel volgen, maar het roept bij mij wel heel veel vragen op. Als God enig is, hoe kan Hij dan op het ene moment aanschouwbaar zijn en op het andere moment niet meer? Verder heb je nog niet uitgelegd hoe er dan gezegd kan worden dat God geest is (Johannes 4:24) en geen mens (Hosea 10:9). Daarnaast zegt geen van deze verzen iets over Jezus, de Christus.” De gedachte van Henry is een terechte gedachte. Het is aangetoond dat God soms in een fysieke een aanschouwbare gedaante tot mensen komt, maar het hoe en waarom heeft nog veel aandacht nodig. Net zoals Henry ben ik namelijk van mening dat de bijbel zichzelf niet tegenspreken zou. Henry: “Je zou toch niet willen beweren dat, omdat er geschreven staat: Gij zijt goden …(Psalm 82:6, Jesaja 41:23), er meerdere goden zijn zouden, of omdat er staat dat God boven alle goden verheven is dat deze goden werkelijk zouden bestaan?” “Dat was ik niet van plan,” zeg ik. “Er is maar een God en de afgoden zijn geen goden (Jeremia 2:11 en op vele andere plaatsen), en dat wil ik ook blijven benadrukken. Er zijn echter nog vele vragen die een antwoord verdienen. Daar wil ik nu graag mee verder gaan.”

Sunday, August 9, 2009

too long

- too long have I cowered, I have become a slave, of my own thoughts, I must conquer myself -
'Sympathy, from the album Anagogic Tyranny - song: Insurrection'

Not sure if I can quote this without legal effects, I for now decided just to do it without asking permission. I think they'll forgive me.

I am not elitarian in the normal use of this word. I am neither rich nor highly educated. But on some way I am part of another intellectual elite, which is some kind of a philosohpical elite. I enclose myself from the things the other elites of this world like and crown myself as king of my own thoughts and wisdom. While other elites and also the pulp, those who are not part of the elite but are simply working class try to get fullfillment in their lifes I scoff at them, I know that there is no fullfillment to be found in the way they live. So, I am an intelectual jerk. It makes me proud and arrogant. Because I am a philosopher, I am seeking wisdom because I love wisdom. I desire wisdom so much. I know I haven't found it yet, only a trace of it. This trace is enough for me to make me desire all of it, but I have found only a trace. Just like those who desire love, who desire money, who desire status. Who desires hasn't found it yet.

Now, as my death is neigh I must rethink. I have thought about wisdom before on this blog, which you can find here, now I must rethink it. Because why would I think that I, saying about myself that I haven't found wisdom yet, would now more wisdom than plain people, that life, that enjoys their meals and enjoys the things they have. People that think of fullfillment in children, in a happy marriage, in their daily work, in their divorces and their fights, in their daily struggle to achieve more than the other and in pleasuring themselves. Who am I to deny them on that? What is wisdom more than just have pleasure in the things you do? Death is close enough, there is no need to rethink it over and over again in order to receive more knowledge about it. Rethinking death could cause that you don't enjoy life anymore. So I was thinking about the things could relieve my heart from this burden of death upon it, and in which I could lust myself in this life. I said to myself that the things I loved would deliver me from my ferar from death. I had to enjoy the things of pleasure, like the food I eat, and the friends of my youth. And I sought pleasure in it, but I didn't find it. So I talked to you, Martijn, Akio is your name too, and when I talked to you my mind changed. Wisdom is about bearing fruits for the God. I find pleasure in the things in which God finds pleasure. My lust was fullfilled fully in the law of God, which requires me to love God and my neighbour and which requires to put righteousness before the holy shabbath.

I have studyied on the old Tanakh, to find out more of Gods' law. I sought God in it, but strangely enough I found multiple Gods. You know the story, Martijn, and I won't bother you with it now. This brought me to the theory that Jesus would be God also and I adopted the books that are called the new testament. I found truth and I found truth in my thoughts. But now it gets hard. I know you have been going to a church where people said that believing in God can and will be troubled by the mind. I went to the same church, and I still do. But I do not think so. I think the mind is crucial to know about God. But now I had a doubt concerning my mind. If I wouldn't find truth in my thoughts concerning the faith of the bible, would I believe it then just because of the truth in the bible, or would my thoughts conquer the truth of the bible? Am I a slave of my own thoughts or have I brought into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ? Asking all this questions I was wondering if I still was a philosopher. Maybe I couldn't stay philosopher if I denied the fruits of philosophy as good fruits. Which I did on this moment. I decided that it wasn't really that important. It is good now. My thoughts are not mine anymore. They won't keep me hostage anymore. I am dead to the whole wide world (Megadeth - Sleepwalker).

No more will I fear death.
I am alive now, more than ever.
Even though I lay down in my grave,
my breath has left my body turned to dust,
Thine life is with me.

Oh, God. Please be my guide and my strength,
please be the one in whom I find lust.
I pray to Thee, give me life today Lord.
Throught Thee I can and will be reborn into Thy Kingdom.
Than I will be free from captivity.
Than I wil find knowledge.
Be mine today Lord, and I will be Thine.
In the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit.
Amen

Friday, June 5, 2009

so that the priest....

I had asked to whom Abraham was talking in Genesis 17. Henry thinks that God Himself is talking to Abraham here. "God is showing some of His power here, but not Gods shape. God calls to live life in a manner that God can actually like it. This verse does not proof that God came to Abraham 'in the flesh.'" Even though I believe that this interpretation is to loose compared to the actual text I can understand his thoughts: Gods is showing Himself to Abraham and Abraham drops on his face. The place of God isn't literally defined, so this passage can be interpreted on a 'spiritual' way. This would indeed mean that God shows His strength or signs to Abraham. However, in chapter 18 this would be rather difficult. "Who does Abraham see in Genesis 18?" I interrupt Henry. "God the Creator Himself of course," he answers again. I am wondering, however, how Henry could defend this viewpoint, so I cite this passage before him: "And the LORD appeared unto him in the plains of Mamre: and he sat in the tent door in the heat of the day; And he lift up his eyes and looked, and, lo, three men stood by him: and when he saw them, he ran to meet them from the tent door, and bowed himself toward the ground, And said, My Lord, if now I have found favour in thy sight, pass not away, I pray thee, from thy servant." I explained this passage this way: "The Lord, in Hebrew: Elohim, appeared here to Abraham. He saw three men. I wonder how God can show up when he can;t be seen. How can this happen?" I ask Henry. He doesn't give an answer, so I move on.

"God shows up and Abraham sees Him. Abraham bows down 'before him.' How can Abraham bow before God after God appeared to him? I believe this cannot be interpreted on a symbolic manner. In verse 8 it even states that God ate. That is obviously against the tradition, as a spirit cannot eat. God is spirit (John 4,24)." Henry agrees that a spirit cannot eat. "In the gospel of Luke I can clearly see the thought that a spirit cannot eat (Luke 24:39-43). This thought appears rightly to me. I believe therefore that it where the angels that ate on this occasion." I did not agree with this explanation. "In Judges 13 an angel of God is offered food, but he refuses it. The food offered is better being used as a sacrifice to God. The angels would eat and God would not? That seems strange to me. There is a prominent thing in this passage. It seems like angel and God are used random here. Henry agrees. "I believe that when an angels speaks it is in fact God who speaks through the angel. The angels is no more than a medium." I answer Henry: I'd like to discuss this on a later moment, for now however I want to discuss Abraham first." Henry: That's al right."

"After eating Abraham walked together with the angels and God. I believe this must be taken literally. I do so because the other two falked further to Sodom(19,1) en God stands together with Abraham. After they talked the Lord God ent from Abraham. For me this appears to be strictly physical." Henry: As you say it there is something that makes some sense. However, I cannot understand how you can solve the problem that God is spirit (John 4,24) en no human (Hosea 10:9)" I wasn't yet finished with the explanation of the physical appeaeance of God on some occasions. I wanted to go by those first. I'm not sure Henry would agree, so I asked him.

Atheïsm

The last years since I am living in Holland I have seen how many different religions and 'philosophies' have spread their disease in a, for me, shocking amount. There is a blend of many overlapping truths,' there is no longer a truth. Many people cannot be longer confident about science, and the atheistic truth is no longer the key philosophy these days.

Somehow it shocks me when I see the demise of this very society. I know, speaking directly to you, Hermit, that you do not believe in the atheistic principle which I present. But just as I do you believe that there is one truth and that other truths' are no truth at all. You are busy with finding answers about how the God, in which you believe, can be proven, you are seeking answers about truth and philosophy. I even want to use your viewpoint: 'Those who desire wisdom (Philo-Sophy which means love for wisdom) have not yet gained it. Those who desire truth haven't gained it either.' You are in fact calling yourself philosopher, which means, in your theory that you haven't found it yet. You say this yourself often also. I won't attack you for it, there is no sectret or so. The point that I am trying to make is that you do not believe that any philosopher ever has found the wisdom in it's entire, only little parts have been found. The same idea you seem to express when it comes to truth.

I am sure that you have your reasons for this proposition. It is not so important really whether we know all the truth, but there are some truths' that need no proof because they are in the essence clear to anyone. Some of these are the following: Black is not white, 1 is not 0. These things are not only clear to anyone, they are also essential as a fundament for all things to be certain of it. These are the things that are for so much certain that I find it important to convince you of this being truth. There is a truth that we all can know. There are people who have at least found out the entire essence of truth. There is a truth which many people have found out already. You haven't, but I believe you will soon. There is no God. A God that would excist in any form would be able to be, just to be. The problem with God is, there is not a God until he/she creates anything.

In not even one of the creationmyths the God was there before he/she created the world and the universe. It couldn't be because energy was the first there was. As it's said: ...In the beginning there was energy, and the energy expanded and it's mass created the things that are. Some of the things that are became life and some of the things that got life became choicefull. Choices where made and knowledge was gained. Truth was found. The truth is, all is made of energy, and energy is all. There is no God besides energy. But energy is not a God, it's just force. There are not many Gods either, there is one energy, and this energy was there before all things. 

Monday, May 25, 2009

1. ...So that the priests could not stand to minister by reason of the cloud: for the glory of the LORD had filled the house of God.

2 Chronicles 5:14

"As I believe the God has some properties. The bible teaches us that God is good, loving and gracious. Also do I believe that the bible teaches us that God is one (Deuteronomy 4,39 and others) and non-visible for the human eye (Exodus 33,20)." Henry agreed. "That's true. This only confirms to me that Jesus cannot be God." It is not difficult for me to follow his way of reasoning. It would certainly be mine. If Jesus is neither invisible nor almighty he cannot be God. "I must admit that Jesus was totally visible," was my reaction the Henry. "That's why he certainly cannot be God." "Exactly," Henry was happy with his certain theological victory. He had not expected that I would ever defend his viewpoint. I do so with the purpose to convince him it is wrong. That's why I continue with showing how invisible God is: "2 Chronicles 5, 13 and 14 teaches us what happens when only the glory of God enters the house of God. Not a single priest can stand and do his work. Only Gods glory is so huge that God himself can never be visible. We see the same in Exodus 40,34 and 35 and in exodus 33,20. Moses was shining when he was in the presence of God so much that he needed to wear a towel because the light was to bright for the Israeli people. But even Moses couldn't see God, if he would he would die."

"I really don't understand why you think it serves any need to confirm my viewpoint time after time," is Henry's opinion. "What is the purpose?" My answer on this comes down to one thing: "I want to show that seeing God has such an effect that it is not difficult to imagine that God is invisible, as we have seen in Exodus 33,20. It is certainly right that no man can see God?" I asked Henry. "Certainly," Henry replies. "This only confirms what I've already said before. It appears that you have come back from your error and your churchdogmatics," is his reaction. "The bible doesn't lie (Numbers 23,19)." I react quite sharply in this occasion. "I want to know if God really is the only God. It is the ultimate test whether you know the truth or not." Henry: "Surely God is the only God (Psalm 18,32). This was our conclusion before, it seems not neccesary to change this." Henry appears to get a little irritable. I think he is afraid to lose his certain victory now I am asking questions. Contrary I am starting to get irritable that he doesn't see the truth when it is right before his eyes. He has his viewpoints, but he has no doubts. There are no questions. I have questions. "Who was Abraham talking to in Genesis 17?" I cited this passage before him: "And when Abram was ninety years old and nine, the LORD appeared to Abram, and said unto him, I am the Almighty God; walk before me, and be thou perfect."


To be continued.

A theism part 1 preface part 2

'Our next appointment was once again in Deventer, in a park near to the IJssel. I was a sunny day and there where many people around. Because this park isn't directly laying next to the IJssel there where a little less people than next to the IJssel, many people like to sit next to the water on warm days like these. On a small bench we started to talk. "You appear to have some arguments against the fact that Jesus cannot be God." Henry asked me to tell him why. "Indeed I disagree with this and I do so because it appears wrongly to me." Henry: "Why?" I had an answer for this. "Jeremia 17,5 teaches us that he who trusts on a human is cursed. When we claim that Jesus is a man out of men we bring ourselves under this curse by our denial that Jesus is truly God." Though this was the first argument that I brought up Henry thought that this was my only argument. "It tells me a lot about your faith that you use the old testament to deny the gospel." "Henry," I replied, "without the old testament the new testament has not a single foundation."

Almost all the things that Jesus said are from the old testament our directly connected to it. Dozens prophecies in the old testament are fullfiled in Jesus and the new testament. Often hundreds are mentioned. Even if it would be only fifty. Even than I believe it cannot be claimed that the new testament could excist without the old. Certainly, looking to the many times the old testament is cited in the new testament prooves to me that they are a strong unity.

Besides that, The fact that there is a new covenant prooves that there has been a old covenant. The old covenant tells us a lot about the new covenant. Looking at the length of the old testament, the Tanakh, makes me believe this part is a crucial part of the bible. This makes clear to me that the unity between the old and the new coventant cannot be broken. "Also the old testament is true," was the opinion of Henry, "but the new testament came as a substitution for the old, which was obsolete. That is why we must not focus to much on the old testament but aim our attention to the words that Jesus said." I believe myself that the new testament explains the meaning of the old and can both testament not live without each other. That is why I do not believe that we would have to keep the Torah entirely, law for law and stealing the joy that came with the law by doing so. But in our argument about the Godness of Jesus the prophecies and the history can be a remarkable help for us to understand the bible. Not so much the law itself. On the contrary Jesus claims to be the fullfilling of the law. The law learns us some about this subject too. I believe that with the fullfilling of the law Jesus thought also about the prophecies. Jesus himself talks about the law when he cites a psalm (Psalm 82,6, John 10,34). I believe that the entire Tanakh wil be prophetical and directs us to the new. That is why I would like to first investigate the old testament and ground the ideas that are availeble in it with the new testament. I told Henry about my plans and he agreed. Then I started my explanation.

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

A Theism part 1 Preface

This study started a while ago with doubt. This doubt was not found in a lack of knowledge, but in uncertainty about the right interpretation. This doubt was growing as some ignorant people where proclaiming that I was denying the gospel. It is this gospel that I do love so much. When I write these things here I find it important that the things which I write are looked after carefully, because I think of myself being honest and trustworthy and not spreading dogmatic error but truth. Henry now rejected me and my viewpoint even before he knew it’s content. He was proclaiming that Jesus cannot be God. Nevertheless he proclaimed also that we should honour and worship Jesus. This appeared to me to be a strange viewpoint. Shortly I had read Jeremiah 17,5: ‘Thus says Yahweh: Cursed is the man who trusts in man, and makes flesh his arm, and whose heart departs from Yahweh.’ I cited this passage before him. According to Henry it is telling a lot about my faith that I use the old testament to deny the gospel. Once again there was doubt. However, I had really been seeking the truth and I was assuming that I had gotten close towards the truth. Now I wasn’t so sure that I did not deny the gospel. So I was hoping to learn some from Henry. But he refused me.

I do believe. Also do I believe in the power of the gospel. Not because the gospel has been forced this power upon, but because it is the truth. The truth is out and from God, the God of the Tanakh, the God who has sends His word out to create the heavens and the earth. The God also of Jesus. In this sense I find out that the old and the new covenant are in fact a unity. A unity that’s been confirmed in the numerous prophecies in the old testament that are being confirmed in the new testament. Those are more than two hundred.

The teachings of the old covenant are far longer than those of the new covenant. The time it excists is also much longer. As Jesus already has said no jot nor tittle of the law will be passed before the end of this world (Matthew 5:18). In the next dialogue you will learn that the old covenant, the Tanakh (which is the entire old testament) will show us most about whether Jesus is a God or not. Even though I have redactionaly adapted the words they have the same content as the dialogue that I've had back then.

It was calm that day along the rivershore of the IJssel, next to Deventer. On many summernights many people are sitting next to this river, even until late. Not today. It had been raining and the gras was wet. I did not care. For me it was a great opportunity to seek contemplation and to be alone. I was studying there for a little while. Then a young man walked by. After a polite salute he walked further. When I was walking towards the station I met him once again. Once again I saluted and for some reason we started to talk. He told me that he had a website on which he explained the gospel. I promissed him to look after it. The same night I looked up the website. The websites design seemed pretty simple to me, but the content was very interesting. What did strike me was that Henry, which appeared to be his name, told that Jesus on no occasion could be God, but we do have to honor him. We made an appointment to talk about this any further later on. On this moment we had already discussed Jeremiah 17,5. Though I was hurt by his words, when he accused me of denying the gospel I was happy that I got the opportunity to explain my motives and my study.

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Fasting

For the Dutch readers:
http://maxxlife-berea.blogspot.com/

It is good to fast. Not for the faint hearted, but for thos who desire. Those who desire true love, but more for those who desire to know the God more. Praising gods is easier with a full stomach and with all the desires fullfilled, but praising the God without any of these has more strength. Desiring to know the God more than now, as I have the desire for more true love and more true wisdom I have decided to stop doing useless games on the computer, this at first, and the time I used to use for that will I use in two different ways.

First I will use a part of that time to read more books and other sources of wisdom and knowledge. I will use it to gain information. I'll spend more time with friends and philosophers speaking about wisdom and trying to find out what wisdom is. I'll use the time to read things friends of mine have written.

Secondly I will use a part of the time to walk. Walking is a great thing which helps to bring order in my thoughts. And it also helps me to get contact with the God. Yes, the God is also in the house where I live, He even is in me, but being outside breaks my walls of apathy, and walking breaks my resistance against the God, because I don't get extracted by the world when I'm in the woods.

If I walk, and I do not eat, there is a starting growth towards dependancy to the God of the heavens. I do trust less on my own wisdom, which I gained only by trust on the God, and more on the God, which makes me grow in wisdom some more (hope you can still follow me). I haven't find out yet what wisdom is. I know honesty is wise, knowledge is wise, goodness is wise and most importantly, fearing the God is wise. But what is the thing that makes all these things wise? What makes that fasting is usefull to grow in wisdom?

Once before the same question was asked on this blog. What is wisdom? This is the thing that will be next on the blog. But the thing that I found out is that wisdom does not so much grown when you grown in knowledge, but more by growing in love and in relationships. Relationships, strong relationship, are often more about giving than about taking. If you have the strength to give some of your food or your time to the God, requesting only His love, you'll grow in wisdom, because you grow in love. Learning to give because you love someone makes you grow in maturity.

Today only view people fast. Little children dare to give something to receive love, but grown up people seem to think that they need no love. So they would not have to fast anymore. Fasting is good, but it is not only for yourself. If you are faint hearted, you won't do it, because you will realize that the cost is much higher than the benefit. Many do not realize that the gift they give when they fast is not a gift from their own property. They give God what already belongs to Him, and He rewards for it. Some do desire true love, and to know God more. They will not be disappointed. Fasting is a gift that keeps on giving.